Monday, March 30, 2009

You gotta give them Hope

Tonight I watched 'Milk'.  The movie is about gays, human rights, dreams of a man and a lot more...Towards the end of the movie Harvey Milk says... “It's not about Personal gain, about Ego's or about Powers... It's about the Us's out there. And not just the gays, but the blacks and the Asians and seniors and disabled. The Us's. Without hope the Us's give up and I know you cant live on hope alone but without Hope life is not worth living."

 It makes me think of how a single man’s helplessness lead to a revolution, a movement. Maybe it was inequality for gay’s that he spoke for but his words carried a much deeper meaning. It somewhere questions everything around us that goes wrong which we choose to ignore. Someone who was a nobody just wanted to speak for something that he believed in. And he made an entire country wake up and face an issue that was swept under the carpets for years.

It was not easy as it never is, but what makes me think is how a single man’s determination could unite an entire God fearing nation to accept something like homosexuality. So maybe next time we hear, read or see something that we believe is wrong, be it a child worker, molestation, eve teasing, voting let us give it a few minutes and give it our voice...

It is not within each one of us to start a revolution but definitely we can be man enough to support those who choose to stand up and give a voice to our thoughts and helplessness. Next time let us do something.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Helpless

I was feeling helpless for the first time in my life... Feeling helpless about everything that was happening with me and around me... feeling helpless about being just a spectator in this entire web...

It felt suddenly like coming out of a protected cocoon and steping onto a world which felt pretty around me but where we were all selfishly wrapped in our own needs and luxuries..

I was watching with disgust a few auto walas bullying me just because they were a mob and we were less in numbers, a cop standing and laughing at my friend bleeding on the back seat of my car, disgusted with the fact that I would rather give the a couple of thousands just to avoid running around police stations for something which is their duty..

I am beggining to get tired of this helplessness... of just being one in the thousands who has enough to have a decent life but no sense of accomplishment in anything I am doing. It's not even a year since I have been working and it has already begun to irritate me... Sometimes I get scared whether this irritation will change me as a person...

Till now whenever something goes wrong with me I compare myself with the less fortunate and get on with my life.. But now it does not console me anymore. I always say money or position doesnt matter, but what matters is whether we are happy or not. Now I could not find that happiness around me.. My feelings have changed... I look at myself and I want something more out of myself.. Where my education and capability questions me... I always saw myself as a strong person, but this now haunts me... I can see myself turning into one of those thousands who just work for a living...

I cant see things clearly anymore, but I am still glad, because atleast I am feeling Helpless...