Intoxicated

I was numb,
Driving from nowhere to nowhere
Everyone and everything aroud seeming like a haze
Where mind keeps wandering
And I try my best to bring it back

Like being intoxicated and losing control
Wanting to hold onto things still see it slipping past
The music is blaring in my ears but I cant find any words
People are moving but I cant see a face.
Like holding to a thought feels like an illusion.
A dope filling time with nothing.

When i can see, feel, hear
and still dont remember anything happening at that moment.
As if this moment exists but doesnot become a thing of past
when it gets erased the moment its over.