The world keeps hurting us
and we hurt each other in return
To each its own punching bag
Like a never ending food chain.

Then once day when all Love is lost

And hurt is what stays back in memories

Is finally when we lose each other..

Yesterday & Today

An old love-wild and reckless,
when you were young and I was free.
It is the memory I carry along.
The thoughts of shadows walking side by side,
hushed murmurings in hallways
Moments of nothings that meant everything.

The innocence of your face, the carefree smiles
That gives me everything I need to go through my day.
In my mind we live a perfect life.
Without any complications, misunderstandings,
Without any of the troubles life brings for us.

Today when my days are dull and gloomy,
I keep running our past like a never ending tape.
It might have been ages ago,
But sometimes even a long time back
Feels just like yesterday.

I was scared of losing you then, of not seeing you ever again.
Now I am scared of crossing you someday
Just like that where you are nomore the person I knew
And we wonder what to say to each other
You are nomore carefree and happy
And this new person you have become,
takes away a life time of my memory.

Intoxicated

I was numb,
Driving from nowhere to nowhere
Everyone and everything aroud seeming like a haze
Where mind keeps wandering
And I try my best to bring it back

Like being intoxicated and losing control
Wanting to hold onto things still see it slipping past
The music is blaring in my ears but I cant find any words
People are moving but I cant see a face.
Like holding to a thought feels like an illusion.
A dope filling time with nothing.

When i can see, feel, hear
and still dont remember anything happening at that moment.
As if this moment exists but doesnot become a thing of past
when it gets erased the moment its over.